The Answer

[This was written last year when I was in a mental asylum.]

What is insanity? Absence of sanity I presume. The next legitimate question that arises is what exactly is sanity then? The rules that society thrusts upon you to follow? Sounds like Fascism, isn't it? Where an individual loses one's voice is not the ideal society. So what is the way out?

The answer is right in front of our eyes: Humanity. Treating every individual equally with equal amount of respect is the answer.

We, humans do not treat others with equal respect. A lot is considered before dealing with a person. The financial condition, social status, education, in our country the individual's caste, in some other country the colour of the skin, sex; all these and more are considered while treating a person.

Now, each human being is a potentially divine individual according to Swami Vivekananda. To treat a divine entity different than the other would result in a potential sin therefore.

And therein lies the whole fallacy of the system we call society. If society has to stand, differences have to be maintained. Otherwise, in a land of all equals, how can things be controlled? Equality of money is not possible. The prince and the pauper can never have the same amount of wealth, but what they can have in common is equal respect for each other.

And how does this equal respect come?

From appreciation of work. Every work is equal with the other in terms of respect. The person polishing a shoe and a film-star both are earning their meal by doing some work and getting different pay, but both their works are equal when seen from a neutral point of view and must be treated equally. And this equality of the honour of work is the missing element in society.

Everybody has their place in society, otherwise civilization will collapse, but honouring every work equally would really reduce a lot of tension that has become a part of today's life.

Yes!

My life has undergone some changes. I've found a new motivator. In form of a girlfriend. And I'm happy. I have been waiting for this for all my life. And it has happened finally. Life seems much more beautiful now. The fuck-up in me has taken a back seat and I feel much more alive.


Thanks to you, Mark Zuckerberg. Without you this wouldn't have been possible.

The End of the World (As We Know It)

Considering the theories of the proponents of Socialism, there will, one day, be Socialism established throughout the world. Now the fact is, as of today, it has not happened yet. We find Capitalism running amok throughout the world doing whatever it pleases to satisfy its goals and this force has to be overturned for Socialism to be established. And to overthrow Capitalism, it will require a struggle, which, one can safely say, would not be bloodless.


This means war.


A war which would overthrow Capitalism throughout this planet would have to on a global scale. And this war would incorporate whatever technology is available at that time.

And we know what "technology" can do to a war. Today, we've got nuclear weapons. When this war against Capitalism finally arrives, who knows what we might have then.

This "struggle against Capitalism" would end Human Civilization as we know it.


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At the dawn of human history, there was socialist society as per the people who know more. As human civilization grew, it gradually became more and more complex with the advent of technology. As of now, human society is way off where it started from. From matriarchy to patriarchy, from socialism to capitalism, human history has seen it all. But the problem being faced now is technology has grown so much, it is now dominating human choice.

Socialism was there when human society was simple; when it first started. After all these years of trying to get things done in easier ways and in the process making things more complex, humans have made sure they never go back to the socialistic way of things.
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The proposed war, would wipe out human civilization, and the survivors would be in a state of the primitive man, where there would be no option but socialism.


And that's how there would be socialism throughout the world. There would be very less to speak of it though.

But still.

Communism is not for Humans

[This is simply some scribbles that I made in a notebook when I was in a mental asylum last year. No need to take it seriously.]

Let's delve into the roots of the -isms that people argue about and all.

Communism<-(henceforth this "<-" sign will mean, "comes from")Capitalism<-Money<-Profession

Now the oldest profession is prostitution.

So sex was the first thing to be sold.

Therefore free sex equates to very true communism.

Now comes the very biological explanation of it.

Humans have XX and XY as their sex chromosomes of which X and Y are the individual ones. Under proper examination one can discover that the X chromosome is a fully developed one whereas the Y chromosome is a smaller, less functional chromosome whose main activity is to determine maleness.

Now the Y chromosome is like this for a definite reason and this is confirmed by modern science. Human males are monogamous. They prefer one partner throughout life. So when it comes down to free and open sex for all it is not really human nature.

At least till now.

White

"Everything is possible"

Without love, human life is incomplete. People do whatever it takes to successfully achieve it. Love can generate emotions like hatred, people want to take revenge on someone they used to love but could not get. When one falls in love, everything is possible. One can do anything when in love, go distances, fight, kill, even die.

Life is white as a blank piece of paper without love. And no one wants their life to end that way.

Blue Mood

"You need something to hold on to."


Without something to hold on to how does someone carry on in this world? Being a social being, man can not live absolutely alone. It's the world around us that we have to live with whether we like it or not. Trying to live ignoring our surroundings leads to nowhere. The past always comes to haunt us and we constantly keep running away from it. But no one can undo the past. There's no way one can successfully get rid of it. It'll always stay there at the back of one's mind. The key is to move on.

"চরৈবেতি"

Life is about keeping on moving on. That's the whole idea of life. Human life is complex. But with love and compassion it can become somewhat worth living. Forgive and forget: a very nice saying that can lead to peace of mind, which everyone seeks out for with varying degrees of success. But how can one forget death? Probably the most important event of life (after birth that is) it can't be ignored or forgotten so easily. After death the life becomes a thing of the past. One becomes a memory. And whatever that has been done during the lifetime slowly become to fade away.

Or is it?


A life doesn't end altogether in death. Especially human lives. A man is kept alive by his deeds. But time takes its toll eventually. Everything becomes a blur if looked at for very long.

Which is what life is. A blur. Though we try to pretend we know the reason, everybody is confused. But ordinary man is capable of extraordinary things. It is the same confused man who can show kindness, forgiveness and love. Though incomprehensible, love makes people do things which are larger than life itself.

Emotions and the fact that they can express these emotions are what make humans unique among other animals.

And that's why human life is the single most precious thing is this world.

Aah!

"Behind every successful man there is a woman."

Whoever realized this fact first was a good observer of human nature.

To be successful the main thing needed is motivation. And for a man a woman is probably the best of motivations.
Let me list a few men:

1. Jesus Christ: Without a shadow of doubt Mary of Magdalene was his cohort. At least us conspiracy theorists would like to believe that way.

2. Sri Ramakrishna: He was married to such a lady whom he literally worshipped. No more arguments. Case closed.

3. Swami Vivekananda: Sister Nivedita, who else?

I specifically chose these three men because they are not known for being motivated by women but still, had a lady who gave them that extra push when needed. Now at the opposite end of the spectrum lie me, the fuck-up. No woman in my life whatsoever and being the flawed man myself and needing one thus, the future looks bleak. To tell the truth I have nothing to look forward to in my life. Nothing holds any reason for me to exist, in a positive way that is. I have to look after a mentally challenged sibling which is a scary thought once you think about it for more than 5 seconds. It may sound very selfish but no one wants scary responsibilities in life. Ask yourself to find the answer.


And without someone of the opposite sex in my life the right way, things can't be worse. I'm broke (well almost), jobless and without a good reason to move forward. I'm stuck in this situation for too long now and from the looks of it, it is going to continue for some more.


Well, unless there comes a woman.

Which I'm desperately hoping for.